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Sunday, August 31, 2003
im tired. and sad. and depressed. on the whole, a sad buncha feelings.a horrible imbroglio. lets begin the confessional.
i dont mean to catastrophise and awfulise the situation all the time but forgive me if i do. right now, life is at a state of standstill. neither there nor here. im trying to be insouciant about next week and all simply because i foresee that it wont exactly be a gd wk. or at least, until the weekend.
ppl say im very lackadaisal these days. fair enough. i think i am. not sure what to show spirit for niwae. tired of fronting as if i care. i mean, i do care and all but sometimes i wonder why. ya noe wad i mean rite? yeah.
this languor and lassitude is prob why im very laconic these days. man, im no longer that fractious anymore. dun wanna open my mouth too much. dunno wad mite come out. i mean, brevity is the soul of wit rite? hurhur.
hope youre not tired of all this piffle yet. just bear with me and my fatouos ramblings. niwae, wherever i am, im supposed to be in lyk the haute monde of school life and all. ya noe, the glamour of being accal and hse cap. lyk wadeva, its not tt exciting or anything. more like welcome to the world of backstabbing and dissapointments. everythings so damn quid pro quo now. i miss real favours from real frens. hehs. this is my pathos: my self-piety. =)
there is a lack of veracity in alotta things that we do nowadays. im quite guilty of it, no surprises there. not that im gonna bother being contrite about it or anything. wats the point? nowadays you show some diffidence and get it shoved up rite where the sun dont shine.
wish i was more contumacious. would make more sense then i would end up in a whole lot less trouble. argh. this sense of depression feels so alien. it will be ephemeral i swear. or at least, i hope so. :) depression seems to be quite a moribund trend as of late. well for me at least. hope it stays that way.
heh. which reminds me, my state of impecunity is horrid. it feels terrible to be flat broke. especially since i have to find 100 bucks to pay my hp bill b4 7 sept, or they will kinda cut my hp line. oh wells. i dun wanna ask my parents to pay cos theyve been doin just that for the past few mths liao and i dun feel very nice. so i kinda got myself into this shit and hafta deal withit. which sucks.
i think im less voluble now. or at least, at most times i am. which feels weird. i lyk the quiet. which freaks me out. lifes so soporific. its so intoxicating. i dun wanna be obstreperous anymore. i just wanna sit back and let others take centrestage for now. i can wait. ive had my turn. now that life is pretty much an ossification of alotta shit, i mite as well attempt to ameliorate the situation by pretending that i care. yeah, tt mite help. for a pleasant change.
sheesh. i always knew i was loqacious but not in this way. hah. im being self-indulgent today. quite a pedant in this entry. oh wells. better now then later. better now then never. better now then, well, not now. haha i dont make sense. whoopeedoodledoo. kay im going mad. i better stop now. hehz.
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hello everyone.
suddenly everyone is on the subject of classes. and since im immensely bored because my parents are in jb so i shall blog about that today. =)
I LOVE 3P!!! WE ROCK!!!
i absolutely love our class! yes everyone inclusive imppala. sumhow mr. tan was right when he said that the class wouldn't feel the same w/o anyone and that imppala is as valuable as anyone. i am inclined to agree. we rule, but we rule as a class. and that just simply rocks i tell you.
things i love about 3P:
our FTs: Mr Tan whos absolutely hilarious and Mrs Lim whos absolutely nice. you ppl are the best ever!
our teachers: Mrs Tay who is such a great teacher whos so freakin funny and entertaining. Mr Krishnan whos so niceeeee. Mr Ong whos so full of surprises! Mrs Chong whos becoming funnier by the day. Mdm Masayu who never fails to crack me up for no reason. Mrs Maas! whos so very nice and accomodating and a wonderful lit teacher as well whos so funny!!!
our cec: andrew + charles and raghu you ppl are the best ever! nobody can handle our class like you ppl can and you absolutely rule! raghu dont take all the teasing to heart, you know we dont exactly mean it, its just that its absolutely hilarious and fun to do so. hehs. raghu we love you! haha. really..
our class icon: imppala who rocks our world upside down! i love his antics in class, be it his guffaw-inducing comments or the look on his face when he sleeps. hey, lets face it, w/o him our class will be damn bloody boring. we love you imppala!
our class majority: maxwell aka plumpo lim. your imppala jokes and your contributions to our yock teng jokes are invaluable! you rule!
hmm lets go thru our class slowly...:
russell: we've been sitting beside each other for 8mths now and i hope u enjoy my company as much as i have yours. its been an awfully good time sitting with you and thanks for absolutely everything!
zhihan: hmm i dont know you really well but thanks for being so accomodating w all the phys assmts (if you know wad i mean hehe..)
andrew: thanks for being an absolutely awesome monitor! oops i mean asst monitor.. all the sri jokes and all.. thanks for cracking me up when i needed it :)
zhong min: tho im still a wee bit annoyed at the whole gerberts bag thingy.. ttz just about it and youre a great classmate all the same.. well, nobody from 3P isnt anyway.. hahaz
hazmi: wow we really go back a long way and having you back in the same class after the little one yr break last year really feels gd. thx for everything, esp. all the grimace-inducing jokes about imppala.. you rule!
zhen chong: hmm i dont know ya really well either but thks for being an awesome P and keepin us entertained by ur exploits with zhong min in ur corner of the class.. hahaz :)
yabbie: youre a wonderful emath rep and a great friend as well. what more could i ask for? :) keep doin your thing my boy, youre the best~ youre pickin up guitar really well, which is really cool too... :)
yowie: thank god for u and ur hp! haha both rock sia.. thks for always being so nice and all! keep it up! hahaz :p
krithin: hopefully in a few years time we'll still rmb all the conspiring tt we do whenever u eat in class.. hahaz.. thanks for being an awesome classmate!
gerbert: as irritating as u are sometimes.. youre still the best alien any class could have! keep up the good work!
lee hu: *pinch cheeks* haha nobody can truly ever get pissed at you man.. thanks for being so unpissable and unpissed-at-able. hahaz.. and of course, for being a fantastic classmate =D
einstein li: thksthksthks for evrything.. the hyatt.. the smarties.. youre the best!
imppala: as above :)
charles: youre the best treasurer ever! and its wonderful that ur ge chairman! rocks! you so deserve it and more.. well done charles.. it feels great to be having u in the same class for 4 whole great years..
jong: now we're sitting together and im gettin to know ya better.. thanks for the skittles and keepin me awake during lessons.. the fd 4 tot thing from ur wallet was really meaningful to.. thanks!
maxwell: as above :)
james: youre great! thanks for all the crap.. the chinese words.. the math ws.. hahaz.. in short, just abt everything.. incl. the never-ending entertainment and ur suanning mrs. lim.. hehes..
aditya: i dunno ya tt well either but u seem to be the only one who can put up with imppala and all, and tt seriously rocks.. so by extension.. you rock too! :)
joel: thanx for all the zour bombs! theyre great and so are you! thx for all the entertainment w gerbert n james and all.. hahaz.. :)
yinghan: ahanong! you absolutely rock! MPP has helped me know ya better and youre a really cool person and a wonderiffic friend! thanks for being so bloody awesome.. :)
hongyue: the whole MPP thing helped me know ya better too and ive no regrets for that.. youre a really great guy whos not just damn smart but damn nice and always willing and ready to help.. thanks for gifting me w youre frenship..
raghu: thanks! for teaching me maths and like saving my grade.. i still owe ya two.. saved my sorry ass as usual.. thanks! cant thank ya enuff for just about everythin..
cedric: ur palm is lyk a gift from the heavens.. for certain reasons hehe.. and so are you! thanks for being a great classmate, lking 4ward to next year! ~
han kit: MPP rocked huh? so do you! class has been really fun wif ya around.. hope u dont take some of the things the class says to heart.. your'e really great! thanks for being you!
matthew tay: i dont know ya tt well but i wish i did.. you seem to b a really great person.. thanks for being a great lifeskills rep! heres a toast to ya! :) thanks!
yuan chyi: hm. another classmate whom im not close to.. damn.. hope this changes tho.. our occassional interactions have been really fun and funny and the anti-imppalaness really rocks huh>? hahahz.. thanks for all tt and more.. ~ :)
sergius: barj you rule! we're in the same class again and ttz greattt!!! and your'e headboy and tt rocks! you absolutely deserve it.. thanks for being so great and nice and [insert superlative here]!
yam: this year has been really cool with ya and all... and cgw jokes.. re-enactments of class events.. man, these are things tt will forever remain in my mind when i think back and thanks for being a part of it! this year and the last have been really cool with ya!
wow. that kinda covers my whole wonderful class of 3P. i love you guys! really couldnt ask for more other than to be part of this whole arrangement and im truly honoured to be part of 3P. i mean, to be a part of the best always rocks aint it? *hugs* to everyone!
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hello
how is everybody? good i hope. today has been quite an interesting day. teachers day celebrations were interesting as usual, but nothing out of the ordinary happened today.
this year i decided to only give three v special teachers cards. well, for one i couldnt afford anythin nice cos im brokey and secondly i thot id write a really nice and hearfelt card because i really wanted the cards to be somethin special. well, to me they were.
bought them at borders, and theyre really cool pop-art ones that im sure nobody else would have bought anyway. (most trotted to kalms at j8 to buy the cards and all). spent quite abit of time doing the cards and it was really very draining somehow. i felt this lassitude overcome me after i was done. so i kinda went to sleep due to all the languor w/o finishing mrs. m.aas' and mrs. t.ay's cards. =P
finished them up today during the biathlon thingy which i made a customary 5min appearance i rushed back to class to finish up the cards and sign the other cards. the class party and all wasn't too bad. had abit of fun here and there. later left for town to watch freaky friday again and fast forward >>> here i am back at home.
well now that ive summarised my day today in the shortest way possible, let me get to the most important bit of news.. well, abit belated i must admit because its kinda all over, but heres a shoutout to everyone who doesnt know:
HULLETT HAVE CLINCHED THE HOUSE CHAMP'SHIP FOR '02/'03!!!
yeah baby yeah.. rocks aint it.. im really v v happeeeee.. my first couple of weeks as hse cap and weve won x-ctry, napfa, gotten second for dramafest scriptwriting and now the hse champ'ship. this i hope, is a good sign of the future to come. i really hope so anyway, for my everybody's sake, especially my ass. after 20+ years of not winning the champ'ship it does feel really really goopd, especially since its when the hse is under my charge but the expectations for next year are gonna increase cos of this. hopefully can live up to it. hopefully.
niwae, HULLETT ROCKS!!! we like won the thing by 20 pts.. morrison very poor thing, lost to bayley by one pt.. oh well, we'll c how it goes next year. i dun wanna promise anything cos its too early but i hope we can do equally well if anything.
kae ttz kinda it for now, wanted to blog about sum other stuff bt its qt depressing and all. dun wanna spoil the blog. oh wellz. catch ya soon.
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hey people.
havent been blogging for about ten days now. even my hiatus message wasnt posted by me and i had to ask someone to do it for me. lots of things have been happening and im really very very sorry to not be able to write in detail what the hell has been going on but generally its not been very pleasant. maybe i shud just talk a little about my tests. yes all four of them, with one coming tomorrow.
hist test - didnt finish it. wasted my time on the source based. only got to my second point for the structured. bloody hell.
geog - after the history experience, i decided to time myself for each qn, and when i hit the limit, i would leave 7 lines and go to the next one. result? many unfinished qns. wtf.
lit - i came up with a whole bunch of crap about coincidences as a form escapism in twelfth nite. kinda veered damn off point for this test but who cares.
chem prac - the stupid ppts were all of a weird colour. im qt sure i got the ions correct but the opbservation part all wrong. whatever.
eng test - expository. tomorrow. shud be fine and good cos i suck at compre but my essays are not bad. being in debates kinda helps abit niwae.
there. i cant type much more cos my mind is kinda blank right now. this has been quite a horrible week for me and ive honestly tried too hard for my tests to even care how i did. all i noe is that at least i had lots more to write than there was time.
sigh im just tired. probably need a couple of days more before i get back into my usual bloggy self. bear with me yea? thanks for bearing with me and my fkin crap so far..
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blogging hiatus until next week
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just did something quite characteristically stupid today and spoke my mind. i really should try to keep my fking mouth shut sometimes. may really help.
whee_
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hello. i am very tired today. was on the phone till 3 for no particular reason other than stuff that i cannot put here. so anyway, yesterday was quite and interesting day.
+ open house
i woke up late and had to take a cab down; curiously some people thought it would be fun to have an accident and so there was a huge jam all the way to eunos on the pie and tt added a few $ to my cab fare. later on after we reported, our first shift was cancelled cos there werent enough people so to speak, and the parents who were there were all directed to the LT1. no surprises there because most of the p6ixers were having their psle oral and it was also raining damn bloody heavily. we were on duty in LT3 with the DAS u c so mrs tan let us off. so me and shang just walked around aimlessly and i bumped into mrs tay (details later). our second shift was on though, and i tell you it was goddamn boring. us emcees have so slack a job tt it put me to sleep. well, almost. but hey, at least i extricated myself from RP and ttz worth it.
later on the day was just spent emceeing or walking around. got some ppl to buy me food from BK in thomson plaza. was damn full after that and all, felt darn bloated. den after everything was done at about 1615 we, meaning me hULz, hadri & akesh ended up discussing for close to an hr or even more actually about what we should do. towards the later part of the "discussion" i was really pissed off already so i ended up walking around and talking to other people. but aniwae, a consensus was acheived and we ended up watching LXG at lido. wasnt tt bad a movie but definitely not worth the $8.50.
the fun parts were when this navjote lookalike was acting. it was so hilarious i tell you, with the blue turban and all. hahah. he was captain nemo onboard the nautilus (or as akesh sed, the navjotilus). he was damn good ya noe, fighting with his rapier and all. his ship crew were all indians too. and LXG's script was good as well, nice and witty, but ttz about it i guess. its nt established enough a comic to have a good following so i suppose tt kinda killed the movie a little.
after that i went home lahh. tired wad.
+ bumping into mrs tay
i saw her at the interact club booth. and she was marking our CT paper. my stupid mouth opened and asked her how i did. at first the only thing she wanted to tell me was tt i "didn do well this time". but i pressed on and found out... that i had gotten 22. out of 40. wow. im lyk a fking failure once again. i just didn noe wad to feel. see? i knew my bad feeling was right. yea so once again the screwup in me emerges and i completely die in my CT. and this is the worse ever. its just that yesterday was busy enough to keep my tots and reflections about this at bay,guess now it really hits me. which sucks. very annoying. sigh. nvm. somehow my assmts will save me and hopefully i get a nice enough coursework mark to buoy my physics mks abit.
= oh well. im in no mood to blog anymore. just feeling very sad and all about this whole thing. sighh. life sucks. deal with it. zuL out~
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fuck this shit. i just lost a whole long entry. suffice to say i am fkin pissed beyong compare. esp since
1) my hp is still spoilt
2) i have spent a total of at least 4hrs just waiting to send the fkin hp
3) today i spent 2hr alone just waiting for the fking people to give me my hp
4) and when they did, and after i charged my batt and switched it on eagerly, it turns out the hp is still fkin spoilt
5) i have lost abt 8 mks for physics CT. how? thru being stupid. calculated with all the wrong fkin units. im so fkin stupid its an insult to my parents genes and humankind in general
6) i was forced to complete this 25 mk geog assignment. which was fking unfair cos i had only just gotten the notes. and they werent even mine! i had to borrow because of some fked up screwup and we didnt get our notes and howtf were we supposed to do it? huh? me yam and ahaonong were stranded thru absolutely no fault of ours. and i was so goddamn pissed cos some people got extensions. while we, innocent people did not. fkin hell.
7) tmr is open house. emcee duty is super slack. and i dont know what to feel. i should have rejected the duties so i could stay home and study chem. but noo.. i had to be helpful right? sheesh.
8) the coms RAM, at least this ones, is dying. need to get new one. its running damn fking slowly now. gonna buy 512 ddr soon cos i cant stand it. its so freakin slow. and freaking irritating. lyk how it suddenly closed all my windows and made me lose my entry junnow
+ argh im so pissed tonight! sighh. nevermind. when im less pissed i shall blog again. i am so drained right now. even AR3 isnt taking my mind of this shit. argh. ill definitely get over this by tmr lahh. just need some sleep and ill be fine.
= hehz since im so tired of reminding myself how life truly is a major fkup, ive got a new motto : "life sucks. deal with it." so far so good, ive done so much work for the past week or so, more than this whole term. all done in my efforts to be a better student. hahaz. so farcical. never mind. im really determined to do way better this year and since i have to start somewhere, mite as well be here. just abit disappointed with the whole physics CT thingy, but it will rub off. things have to get better, they always do. just that i dont usually notice it.
= hm just one more thing. being an enfj kinda sucks. kinda very reliant on approval and postive feedback. which is so true cos i look for both all the time, or else i cant work. which is qt bad because i require good fdback from a number of people, not just one. and im very dependant on such things, or else i will get depressed and all. which sucks. i hate being so dependant on other people to be happy and all. its quite hard to survive. oh well. pitfalls of an enfj. major pitfalls.
kae im off now. gonna watch the rest of AR. then washup and sleep. maybe some oreos before that. oh yeah, i need to wash my uniform too. and wax my shoes. and get my blazer ready. argh. ttz alotta things. drats. kae den, zuL out~
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sorry i was a little mad earlier. hope i didnt scare anybody.
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i lost a whole damn fking long entry. i am damn pissed with alotta stuff and did just made it worse. fuck this. fuck this. i hate this shit. watch me gooo...
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and TT is my entry for today.
heres a fking pissed off azizul signing off.
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gosh
= i dunno what came over me in the last post. sorry. lemme correct myself: dfeste is unpredictable. so there. we all have equal chances of winning etc. may the best house (the real best hse) win next year.
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hEi.
just had a damn nice bath! feel damn good now. found some kiwi and grape juice it and it smelt so good. haha. ooh listening to mariahs and brian mcknights whenever you call.. i love the song..
= the chorus
I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call
+ but aniwae to one impt issue i must address
= about dfeste '02, attn: pong
lets face it. it was farcical. as much as i respect erm, bayley's acting, erm, talent, u must agree that some things were interesting last year. for example hullett getting last. especially since it has effectively gotten more nominations than buckley and moor. and we actually won one award. and we were still last. what does that tell you? last years dfeste was shit. farcical shit. im really pissed off at bayleyans who seem to think that if dfeste was around this year, they would have won it outright and flat out. i tell you: bullshit. its so fking untrue. dom you seriously think bayley has that much talent to pull it through again this year? or even the next?
bayleyans, you need a reality check. next year, as rp vice i will push for jeffrey not to judge. and hULz will do just that as well. maybe tt would, at last, opn the judges' perspective to accept more 'maverick' plays and maybe some common sense as well? perhaps perhaps. nevermind. next year will show you guys up. bite the dust bayley and taste how disgusting it is. thats how we felt last year when they dumped us unfairly in last place. m*therf*ck*rs. sure, we may not win it next year but bayley wont either, at all costs i swear to you: they. will. not. win. dfeste. '04. no. not a chance.
+ now
= today has been a very boring day. tried to do some yaksy work but failed miserably. the net is too distracting. didnt bother with ndp celebrations as usual. only saw the part where they were twirling the campinos/umbrellas around. stupid. den now im just blog srufing around. damn sianz. but too awake to slp. oh well, i promise to slp by 4.
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yayy, layout redone. do you like it? i had a hard time trying to insert the tagboard and all, and its still abit screwed up. cant find a place for my archives though. whenever i insert it in, my whole layout screws up. bah. oh well. you win some, you lose some. ill insert a parallel blog with all my archived entries. love the pic though, the sunset is really cool huh?
oh btw, happy 38th birthday singapore *cheers*..
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im tired. very crazy and mad day today, not that im complaining.
+ after the celebrations and all, which was very fun cos they threw sweets (i caught two campino's and one mentos) and lightsticks (me and h.ULz caught pink ones) down at us. den sumbody started the throw-ur-lightstick-in-the-air game and so we did. just flinging the lightsticks around and it was so fun and nice. then mrs j.anki, during the finale, told us not to throw the sticks around coz it was dangerous. that was of course, not very smart and a few lightsticks were flung her way. hahahz.
= niwae, a lightstick hit ms q.uah (s.w.) on the face. hardy-har-har.
+ then they released this huge red ball onto us and we basically jumped all around pushing the ball here and there. irritating thing was, the lower sec kept the ball to themselves and the ball took so long to get to us upper sec people. but when it did it was really fun. even my hp got excited; when i jumped to hit the ball, it jumped outta my pocket. and got trampled upon by people in the process. but generally remained quite safe. it was really funny when the ball came near the teachers especially ms c.hionh. whenever it came near her, she backed off with a terrified look. hahah.
= oh yeah the teachers were all nicely dressed in national colours. well most of them aniwae. ms c.harmaine c.hiang had a very bright ensemble of a red tee and white jeans. mr. g.regory g.oh cheated and wore a liverpool jersey. some teachers like mrs y.ak didnt bother to dress up though. maybe, like most of us, they dont want to look like overgrown campinos.
*hehz*
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hey~
= in com lab now. y.aksy's IT lesson on conflicts. am very bored. cant wait for recess which is soon. guess ill just surf around and watch some happy tree friends to pass the time. today started off very well though, but i cant say what happened here because it is a public domain yadda yadda yadda. hahaz.
= oh btw, i got 11.5/25 for a math. hehe. wish i had not screwed up my 3 sf rule. wasted 3 mks just liddat. oh well. ttz life.
*grinz*
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TODAYS ENTRY
once more typed in ms word on the com outside.
hey.
before i begin blogging for today proper, i must make a quick announcement:
+ mdm m.asayu,
i swear i did not receive any money or payment of any sort for screaming ***** sucks outside the 3M classroom last week. they had just told me casually that if i had nothing to do after the math test, could i just pop over and give a little shout? i said okay and felt frustrated enough after the test to go and do it to relieve stress anyway. they also aren’t paying me or anything to say it anymore. please do not misconstrue anything because i really don’t know where you heard that i got paid, cos i didn’t.
= now on to today
+ malay. had a dialog compo test. didn’t write too well but it was okay lahh. hopefully, if im very lucky, id get a 14/20 or something. was about nationalism and national pride in the post-independence era. quite cheem for a malay topic if you ask me.
+ a math. we went through PnC, which is officially a very cursed topic. from a calculator function to complex algebra and all. and why? mainly because they have decided to teach it in a very complicated manner due to the fact that it is supposed to be a lead-up to binominal theorem, something which i am very sure i will not be able to do because of all the algebra involved and all. tomorrow we will get back our test and im quite afraid cos he said our class generally did the same as the test itself. im so afraid.
+ physics. mrs t.ay took over ss and we did a practical that was very annoying because i screwed up the setup. so i ended up just boiling the water for fun, and later koping some values and darsizing to get a nice graph. gosh my freehand really sucks.
got back the test. screwd up as i thought. got 12/13. sigh. all because of the wrong unit. and i completely screwed up the bonus question as well. died completely. quite disappointed with my performance again.
+ recess. bought my usual food and sat down to eat with h.ULz, h.ongyue and everybody else. since there was no physics test to screw up in, i didn’t have to rush off to mug.
+ physics. mmp presentation time. h.ankit’s grp did a ppt on theory of relativity. it was damn funny because of its brilliant analogy of l.iew and m.jj playing basketball. kudos to them. for ours, r.ussell had already forgotten to bring the ppt and had to ask his dad to email it over. that wasn’t the bad part. the thing was that our presentation, or at least r.ussell’s part of the ppt was so fking long that he exceeded the time limit and had to pass the slides over to me. i tried my best to go through quickly but it was very difficult cos they kept clicking and clicking so fast that i could not keep up. i was quite pissed.
then mrs t.ay reminded us that timeliness was only 1 mark and we could afford to forget about that for clarity’s sake. so we did. i took my time, though i hurried abit and k.rithin did his thing as well. our pp was damn long, abt 20min. oh well.
+ lifeskills. had a combined lesson by Mrs L.im again at the lt on our MBTI scores. very interesting since now im like a J/P hybrid of sorts or something. oh btw im an ENFJ. too lazy to type n the description here but it was quite accurate.
+ after school went to walk with h.ULz, y.am, h.ongyue, s.oon kiat, r.ussell, a.hanong and h.azmi to macs. then c.heng chai phoned me and told me that mr. p.ierre wanted me back in school. to this i was quite pissed because i was already so far away and had to walk all the way back. but anyway when i reached back to school i realised that it was a complete waste of time. i did absolutely nothing there. it was quite obvious that since i had lost my voice i couldn’t really do much too help but he forced me to come back anyway. damn annoying, especially since my stomach was rumbling.
so i wasted over 45min there doing absolutely nothing but walk around talking and straining my bad throat. so the arrangement tomorrow will be that a.kesh is to do it alone. he cant do it with h.ULz because some stupid b*tch said that his articulation was poor. that, btw, is utter rubbish and crap. if you weren’t a teacher you would have gotten it a long time ago i swear. even akesh’s pleading didn’t work cos mr. pierre trusted the words of the stupid sl*t. like wadeva you wh*r*. you watch out i tell you. nobody treats my frens like this. just you wait.
+ h.ULz bought me lunch and brought it back to school niwae so thank god for that. sat around wanting to mug but didn’t work. we just sat around with p.ong and talked cock till abt 3.30 after which he went home and after awhile i left as well.
= well ttz just about everything for today. nothing really interesting happened. tomorrow will be more eventful hopefully. ‘cept for the fact that i am absolutely dead broke, nothing much else is that bad.
= oh yeah, something really great and nice happened this afternoon but i cant really type it here cos this is a public domain yadda yadda yadda. maybe next time. thatz all folks.
goodbye and god bless
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hello people~ (friends, enemies, people i don’t know and teachers alike). this entry is…
YESTERDAY’S ENTRY
again typing it on ms word on the other com cos as always, the com inside is being annoyingly used. so irritating.
im very tired. today has been a long day with many ups and downs. lets run thru’ the day quickly.
+ HULLETT HAS WON X-COUNTRY ’03!!!
my first day as Hullett house captain has been a very good day indeed. even though we faced quite adverse circumstances, we whooped morrison’s a** and won. the trophy really goes out to everybody out there because we won mainly by mass participation. im not that great a runner and all and thus i dedicate the award to those who can and did run their hearts out for Hullett today, love you guys!
now the challenge is now in our hands to win it again next year. the current house standings is that we are leading by about 4 points. napfa is coming, and we have got to win that so that we can extend our lead. im not too particularly confident of our chances at the script-writing competition because of some reasons which i cannot name here. (because this is a public domain yadda yadda yadda)
we really have a good shot at the house championship this year. i am seriously very confident that we could win it after over 25 years or so. of course i would be ecstatic and all but that would really set the tone and be the yardstick for my batch. of course i like challenges but i am afraid that if we do not surpass the mark or even match up to it, people will always look at us at the batch that failed, and that truly sucks. i mean, this years exco have been lucky to miss events such as swimming carnival, which we traditionally suck in.
guess we must really sit down and start planning for next year. the exco is largely decided already though we need to settle the com members. that will have to be done soon.
+ but anyway back to today’s going-ons and happenings. today started off on an uneventful note. i set my alarm to 4.30 so i could get up and mug physics. and i did wake up. but fell asleep again cos i went to lie down “for awhile” while waiting for the water heater to heat up. so i slept all the way till 6 and by then it was too late to study anything. thank god my dad, whose work schedule is screwed up again, was sending me to school this morning, otherwise it would have meant certain death (i.e. demerit point) for me.
+ then, to add on to that, i decided to be smart and wear size 7 shoes to school because i realised it was x-ctry today and i had no proper footwear to run/jog/walk/stroll in. its been horribly horribly painful i tell you, my toes have been curling inward the whole day and theyre very painful right now. luckily h.ULz, who was on yeoman duty, wore his scout shoes and i borrowed his shoes to run in. but i had to return back to my uncomfy shoes (which i found in the cupboard) after that. when i took off my socks i realised that one of the toes had been cut by another toes toenail. very very painful, cos it scraped quite abit of skin off.
= but anyway:
+ for geog mdm m.as swapped periods with mrs s.haun yap so me, y.am and a.hanong eneded up with nothing much to do. mdm m.as offered to do some 1-on-3 sorta tuition but we thought we should go mug physics in the library. and so we did, or at least, i did, while the other two sat around reading magazines. unfortunately though, i was very very tired and fell asleep on the couch and didn’t get to do much.
+ had e math after that. mrs c.hong was very funny today, much like the previous lesson and was largely in a very good mood. we went through the trigo assignment and then did some co-od geom. felt very guilty cos i fell asleep during the trigo segment. was just very tired for some reason. i promise never to fall asleep again. (i hope)
+ malay after that was very scary cos we kinda pissed mdm s.aripah off with our noise. i was, to add to her dismay and my own as well, studying physics during the lesson. we were told to copy a whole buncha notes that she had painstakingly wrote down on the board and even though i had covered 2/3 of the board while mugging energy, work and power, most of the others were barely half-done.
then when she tried to get us going again, the classroom got very noisy and all and she understandably got pissed. kae, i promise to never study physics or any other subject during malay unless absolutely necessary.
+ recess time i thought i was quite ready for physics already so i went about my usual routine of buying two egg sandwiches and one pink dolphin and then going to the dining hall to eat with h.azmi, c.harles, a.hanong and others.
+ physics. went in feeling quite positively worried about the assignment. after all, i had gotten a measly 6/10 for the previous assignment because i was extremely careless and all. understandably, i wanted to avoid the same thing so i was mugging hard throughout most of the day. even so, i don’t think it helped much. i was stumped already at how to answer the first question. i swear i could have withered away and died there and then. i made up some crappy answer and moved on
the rest of the paper wasn’t hard (to most people anyways) but the very last question, the bonus one, really stumped me. i got a weird answer because i assumes one unknown value to be 10 for no reason and got t=3. which is dead wrong. man im such a loser. and to think that i actually mugged quite abit for this test. and to top it all off, i gave the wrong unit for power. i gave it as Joules when i was supposed to be Watts. sigh. feel very stupid now. with good luck i can only get about 10/13. and that’s if im lucky and that’s barely an a1 as well.
i don’t know what the f*** is happening. if theres one thing that i could have always relied on, it would have been my physics assignements. i have a habit of screwing up my common tests and now that i have cocked up two of my assignments, im really at rock bottom. how am i ever going to have something to fall back on if i keep screwing up like this? i really don’t know. sigh never mind. ive spoken enough about this.
+ english lesson today was interesting mainly because we got back a comprehension that i had done fking badly in. got a horrible 36/50 for it. sigh. what the hell is wrong with me. what made it worse was the fact that i had gotten a 17/25 for the summary section. that is a really horrible and sucky mark. mrs l.im was right, 20 is the lowest mark we should get. obviously i was way below that mark and i feel so loser-ish as usual. and of all subjects, english.
my english is supposed to be good for godsakes and what the hell is happening now? im getting damn low marks for things that i should have no problem doing. sure, writing and speaking rather then comprehension may be my forte but summary writing requires use of english and own words as a component. and as you may have guessed, i didn’t do too well for both. got 19/25. man i feel dumb. sigh. i guess i really have to go a long way huh? a long long way by the looks of it.
physics down the drain. english down the drain. whats next i wonder…
= anyway…
+ went for lunch later at pastamania with h.adri k.eith and a.kesh. then walked to macritchie for x-ctry. the run itself was very funny. i am quite pissed with woo chiao from bayley and the ‘tubby’ character and jon kang from moor. we, that is to say, the flagbearers of Hullett, Moor, and Bayley, had made a pact to cross the finishing line together. however, they decided to be funny and run far ahead and left me and j.unyi (moor vice-cap) trailing behind. kae wadeva, i shant get worked up over this small and irrelevant matter. i had fun anyway.
= just a few more things…
+ i am absolutely broke this week. started off with 70 now have 0. somehow i spent a whole lot of money w/o realizing it at all. gosh, i am dead broke with still thurs-sun to go.
+ my hp bill has arrived. a grand total of about $105. i am quite pleased in a sense that even though it hit the ceiling, it didn’t shatter the roof. sure i haven’t paid my parents for my last bill of 80 but as soon as i get my money from salinah !#%^@#!, ill pay them my dues, which will amount to about 120.
= some more hullett stuff…
+ i am thinking of abolishing the aesthetic and sports captain postitions and just calling them vice-captains. simply because this would allow more interchangability between roles and since we don’t, in my eyes require much specialization and stuff (both of them are sportmen anyway), whats the point behind giving one purely sports events and the other aesthetics alone? id rather them have a good mix of both and with such flexibility, i can deputise myself to be in charge of some stuff as well, without having to intrude into their portfolios. this is just an idea anyway.
+ im also wondering what to do with the jnr house com. its largely very useless if you ask me and i think it would be better to just recruit lower sec com members to make things easier to manage for our admin people and it would be easier to handle one exco and the committees under it rather then having separate ones for upper and lower sec. shall put forth this idea when we meet again.
+ we need a house anthem. a nice one, that sounds cool and has meaning. shall set the house to work on this because we really, in my opinion, an anthem to properly define what our house is. this we need asap. we need new cheers too, and i don’t mean the complicated ones (dialectic etc.) that we recently came up with. we need something cool and original (and in english) by TnF next year.
+ my aim will be to win TnF (as usual), x-ctry (again) and at least a 2nd for dfeste. last year dfest was really screwed up fort some reasons that i cannot name here because it is a public domain yadda yadda yadda. we don’t usually do very well in house carnivals but an avg 3rd placing across these events wouldn’t be too bad. for aesthetic events we should be doing quite well, an avg 2nd placing is quite realistic. swimming carnival i think a 3rd for next year is manageable but even 4th wouldn’t be exceedingly bad.
+ it all really boils down to participation. we need to boost our database and communication systems must be repaired and amended asap. every year some screwup occurs and we are going to avoid it next year, no matter how difficult it would be. perhaps we will just build on the black hole initiative and see where it goes from there.
* kaez this is where i end for the night. been a very tiring day. will sleep now and wake up at 4.30 to mug wadeva i feel like mugging. and i promise to not “lie down” while waiting for the water heater to heat up. exams are only 6 wks away. and sec 3 is usually a killer year, and i don’t want to screw up again this year. so there.
goodnight and god bless
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today has been a very weird day. not in a bad sense but nt entirely good either. lets just go through the days happenings very briefly:
+ geog: mdm m.asayu wasnt here today. used the period to tidy up my english essay.
+ lit: mrs m.aas was hilarious as usual today. we went by the system that i intro-ed the other day and we were moving quite quickly but got distracted by many things. we are quite a rowdy bunch. we're going to watch e wedding banquet! hooray... our lit class and mrs m.aas. and h.ULz as well. very fun~
+ i forgot what lesson it was...
+ chem: nothing much. we did a practical. made some chlorine and used conc. hydrochloric. haha.
+ half hist: watched some excerpts from the sound of music. very funny. mr krishnan was very funny today as well. hahaz.
+ went for lunch later with h.ULz and y.am. bumped into alotta peopl. afterward, when we were waiting at the junction. this stupid driver drove by, right into a puddle of water and splashed us wet with dirty water. while y.am and h.ULz were smarter and backed off, me and p.ong went to curse the car. unfortunately, a bus came by and splashed us again. argh. stupid vehicle drivers, so inconsiderate. sometimes i think they do it on purpose.
+ changed out and all anyway. studied some physics, did some maths, to kill time before debate agm. speaking of which, this is the exco:
chairman - s.uhas
vice-chairman - j.unyi
secretary - a.jit
com mmbr/"wildcard" - g.autum
mrs. s.mith kinda didnt wanna touch the other poeple who had alotta commitments already hence the rest of us missed out. not that it matters now cos debate is now officially semi-core! and it is core-able for com members and sch team mbrs; ie. im included. however i really am not sure what to do. im scared that if i core debates as well, this would jeopardise my position and commitment to RP, my first core. i have certain reservations abt the going ons within RP that i cant post here but basically i dont want to make a mistake and end up losing out everywhere. oh well. ima try to think abt it very hard over this week, and hopefully make a decision soon.
+ trials for debaters will be held next week. we really wanna recruit more juniors so do sign up. if you have the interest and arent very confident, just come anyway, enthusiasm and interest go a long way.
+ i gotta go study for physics now. got an assignment tomorrow. quite scared because i did very badly for the last one. a horrible 6/10, my lowest ever. haiz. i wanna do well tomorrow. so cya ppl denz. gdbye and god bless...
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YESTERDAY’S ENTRY
typed out yesterday but cuddnt post it cos the com was being used. wtf.
HELP ME PLEASE
my parents are damn fking annoying. i swear that one day ill just burst out at them, not that that has never happened before. guess what im doing? typing out my blog entry on the other com, on ms word so that if i get a chance to use the net, i can quickly just transplant the whole entry when i get a chance to use the com with the net. speaking of which, let me tell you the sad story of my life…
teachers who are reading this, yes the whole department of you, take note and if you feel like doing something about it, you can reach my parents at my hm no. this by the way, is a desperate cry for help because i cannot take this for much longer. i am vexed beyond compare.
problem? i don’t have adequate access to the internet! why? because my parents are ever so wise and decided to put the connection inside their room. this of course brings some problems and issues into consideration
1) i cant always keep to their time limits. they expect me to be done with all my work by a certain time of about 10-11pm and this is very impossible considering that i am too busy to come home before late afternoon at the very earliest. even so, when i come home, somebody else is using it and since there’s only one computer with net connection, i cant exactly do anything about it but keep quiet and pretend i don’t exist/need to use the com. i simply cannot keep to the limits because it is very unreasonable to expect me to do so.
2) anybody wanna know how i did my mmp project? i had to surf the net very quickly for 15min and save as many webpages as i can into a floppy and go to another com to do the presentation. this is very inconvenient and completely unreasonable. this also explains the lack of graphics in my part of the presentation; there wasn’t enough time to look for proper pictures to use and this is going to somewhat cost my group, this i am very sure of.
3) why was i so pressed for time? ill tell you why: cos my mum wanted to use the com as well and was grumbling all the way about me using it and all, even though it was clearly for work related reasons. (seriously, does she think i wanna go into their room and use the com to chat and stuff when they’re right behind me spying? puh-leaze, grow up!) does my work always need to be shoved aside when it is clearly their fault for installing only one connection in the house? hey, my work is important too OKAY. just because youre my parents give you no right to compromise my grades.
4) true, granted i do chat sometimes but it is usually at the same time as i do my work. besides, im not some ulu-ated person who doesn’t need to use msn for social purposes, every-***ing-body does it too so why cant i? and furthermore, everybody has proper and free access to the net, why not me? utter rubbish i tell you, full of crap their reasons and excuses are.
5) please somebody HELP ME! i need the internet. i really genuinely do and my parents wont quit pretending that i don’t. fking hell man, fking hell. please, whoevers out there, i am desperate. to any helpful teacher whos reading this, please please please remind my parents that i am human too, and ive got work to do! fk this shit. this is a frantic plea for help!
+ sighs. i am seriously completely stressed! my parents are beyond talking and wont listen to me. look, they just came out to throw a $10 note at my face to top-up my card after i complained that my card was empty. and why did i complain? because my dad, outta nowhere tells me that for the rest of the week i have to go to school on my own because he “suddenly” has a change in shift and is working in the afternoon, hence RI is not along the way, obviously and since when do my parents ever wanna go outta their way to make my life easier? and this week he was supposed to be working in the morning and sending me to school as it is along the way and completely convenient for him to drop me off at bishan road.
+ now my card is very empty and they expect the $10 note to solve all problems. which it fking cannot. how am i supposed to take the bus with an empty card? well to put it simply i cant. now i gotta go to school by mrt which means i have to wake up even earlier than my 5.15am. why cant my parents just understand all this. im tired of trying to explain to them the reality of things as if they could not see it for themselves.
+ i am seriously very frustrated and i don’t know how much longer i can endure all this abuse. theyre genuinely acting as if i owe them a living thru & thru. to which i definitely do not. ive had to work hard to get to where i am, enjoying very little support from the home front and yet they can still try to pull this off on me.
+ i am just so completely sick and tired of all this nonsense. its as though i am expected to put up with this and not complain cos their word is the law. i say, hell NO. just because they didn’t have the net and stuff in their time doesn’t mean i don’t need it. times change, needs don’t. i need to get my work done, i need to use msn, i need the net, something which has become part and parcel of everybody else’s life except mine. why? because the fking internet connection is in their room. hell man.
+ kae im getting all worked up over my stupid parents for no reason. lets just do a quick run through of today.
Monday, August 04, 2003
math retest ~ not bad, overall i think it was supposed to be easier. but you know what happens with easy math papers; you get very careless. and so i was. bah.
other periods ~ nothing that interesting happened
+ went to cut my hair after wards. its very short now, thank god, more manageable.
+ bumped into the sec 4s later and went home with them (matin, hadri, mike q, kenneth etc.). really refreshing to see all of them back again, we’ve just been so bloody darn busy that we haven’t any time to even go home together. oh well. the exams are coming after all and that is more important.
+ went home and got pissed etc. as above. however, one more issue, i really need to touch on is the issue of blogs…
DEAR TEACHERS:
apparently, now you’ve infiltrated the most private sanctuary we have, our blogs. as much as i would like to complain and all, ive come to accept that this is unavoidable. google has evolved to be a very powerful tool to search the web and as with all public domains, our blogs are subject to public scrutiny as well. life will go on for me, and i will continue to blog. shant waste my time telling all of you to go away and stop reading. just a few notes anyway:
1) please do not take some of our comments to heart. i hope you understand that we are children too and as we are school-going, all of you seem very evil to many of us when you scold us etc. so whatever comes out is spontaneous, very much like how a blogs content should be.
2) i am not, however, apologizing for what i may have said in my previous entries. i stick by what i say because at the time i posted the entries, i meant them thru and thru. i am merely expressing my apologies if they have beeen vindictive in any way because such is unintentional. a blogs a place to b*tch and i guess that’s what we use it for, to make noise about school and all, so please do not mind it too much.
3) we are not being stupid by signing off as ourselves, merely just being honest with the online community and ourselves. we do, in this sense accept liability for what we say but it is quite unreasonable, as i have mentioned before, to ask us to take it all back.
4) i guess everything now will just have to screened through with my own self checking mechanisms. obviously people out there are not ready for freedom of expression because they cant handle it. not that im complaining tho, i agree that some of my views and others' views are rather extreme and they can be quite hurtful to some extent. then again, opinions will always remain opinions. to find out if they are true, one just has to look to oneself and see if there is any merit at all to them. if there truly isnt then i suppose you can have violent objections. if not... well... nvm
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kae i must comment on this whole issue of the a math retest:
firstly: guys lets not get worked up over this issue.
secondly: sure, the test may be on biased pretences initially but hey, thats life right? whoever is fair and righteous nowadays? its a fact of life that 3R does better then most during academic assestments. lets just face the facts and deal with it. complaining or bitching wont help us in any way. i know you feel pissed that the one chance to do just as well or een better then 3R in a test, and in of all subjects maths, is being taken away right now. i am pissed as well i assure you, but there really are more impt things to life then this. im sure everybody understands this.
thirdly: at the end of the day, a retest is for everyone. we must acknowledge that this is also a chance for all of us to do better, no? so lets make the best of it when we are presented with a second chance. its a chance, not a stumbling block.
fourthly: please let us not make a big issue out of this. im not denying the fact that there is alot of biasnes towards tt particular class but lets just put it behind us. we know teachers are stupid and dumb. well most of them i postulate. just cool it and take it easy and don't get so worked up for no reason. theres no use fighting against the laws of life. the better (or so they say) will always have the upper hand. but if you show that you, the underdog is gonna work damn hard to outdo them, im sure there'll be support. i mean, we're all in this together.
fifthly: speaking of which, im very proud of gary! his math is damn zai now.. im very glad hes doing better now and people seem to be noticing. at least tls does and i think gary's seriously gonna go a long way from here. very good! ~
sixth and finally: lets just put this sorta shit behind us once and for all. friendships matter more then grades. or at least i think so. lets not be silly and get worked up on this small issue. there are more impt things in life.
gdbye and god bless!
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wowhee~
i havent blogged in a seriosuly long while. many things have happened. but first and foremostly...
+ i am very happy!!! whoopee~ hahaha... i am seriously very high... for a few reasons, some of which ill talk about and the others i shant. hehz~
+ im hullett house captain. heh. hooray~ im still quite speechless about the whole thing so i cant really say much here haha. i guess im just very pleased, that at last i get a big break. and you betcha im not gonna screw this one up. at least, i hope so. if we win this year, my task next year is really gonna be crazy. so much pressure. but so far it looks okay lahh, my excos not bad and i think we can do it, as in seriously. i have complete faith in us =)
+ there'll be some changes in the whole system though and the first thing i must get done now is to put more GEPs in my exco and co. its flooded with express people, and not that i have anything against express but i seriosuly need more GEPs. feel very alone in a completely otherwise express exco and co. we'll see how it goes. really need to change the organisation. the first thing people tell me after they congratulate me is that the system is qt sucky. dun worry, ill campaign for changes. oh! if im taking over at x-ctry, i have to start thinking of what to say.. sheesh. hehez.
+ channel 01!! it was so fun! i had a really great great great time last nite. funny though, the guest items and the sec 1 items were all the same chinese song. very funny. the audience was really good as well! they really had fun sia.. and so did i.. the funking (with hULz, chinks, barj etc.) was great.. the bhangra (with ahan0ng and yabbie etc.) was hilarious.. the dragon dance thingy was funny as well.. the 01 Idols was fking funny!! barj was hilarious as PCK doing the SAR-vivor rap... hahahahahaha.. it was damn funny sia.. the Amazing Race was funny as well.. especially the part where hULz choked on the burger hahaha... and the part when they were in India.. hehehe..
+ wow im def. gonna be back there next year for their 70th Anniversary.. esp. since the ventures will/should be doing something as well.. def. cant wait~
+ RJ DFeste. very fun! hahaz.. The CPS Fac, with abiel neo did this play entitled 'david' and it was not bad lahh. apparently he, abiel/david, bit off somebodys.. "SHHHHH!!!". haha.. okaaaay. Engineering Fac did Waiting for Mr. Godot. sad to say, i thot they spoiled becketts masterpiece. their version was too confusing if ya ask me. but the 'xiao le' character won best actress, so good on her~ Arts Fac!!! hahahaha.. they did a banned+five ppl sitting arnd a table arguing piece called 'fiveplay'. very nice and funny. clarissa was hilarious! actually, everybody was damn funny... they got 2nd niwae, musta been because jeffrey, who screwed us last year for 'banned' was judging..
+ Med Fac! they did a piece called 'players', basically abt life being a game and the sort. very funny indeed.. the only grouse i have is the scene changing whch was too long at times, other then that, awesome job! good job everyone~ you bet ill be there next year to watch again... (and may arts fac win this time! haha)
+ bahas postmortem. cikgu saripah is so nice! she treated us to cafe vienna.. very nice very nice.. shes so nice.. unlyk salinah. how dare she say that i didn contribute to the team. how dare she. and she refuses to give me my prize money. how dare that woman. shes really annoying me. stupid b*tch. nevermind, if she doesnt give to me, ill just go on strike then they have no director for the peraduan sketsa. hah! take that! evil woman.
+ just to end off, im really happy! some intersting stuff happened over the wkend, and consequently im in such a good mood lyk nobody has ever seen before. hahaz. oh well. heres me signing off for now... byebyebye~
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